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kuala lumpur, wilyah persekutuan, Malaysia
i will never forget the day we once had , the days when u were everything to me , my mind always tell me we were be together forever , but now i realize that was all the big dreams in my mind , the feelings i have for u will ever go away , i wish i could take back that are beautiful day , the day when i really let u go side from my arms to somebody else , never did i think of our relationship and regrets , that i would be lonely and will hard to live through everyday , the side of u in someone else arms and not me , makes my heart shatter into a million pieces , sometimes i wonder if u still think of me in your mind , or if to u , im just a rubbish in your life or just a nightmare in your dreams , i wish so very much that one day will come to me , we can have it all back together and forever , but for now , i sit here silently coz i want to , remember all memories that we once shared , everyday my love grows much stronger to u , hoping that one day u will feel the same , and put all back the pieces of my broken heart .♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ .

Monday, 7 November 2011

♥ 07.NOVEMBER.2011 ♥

huh , setia lah sangat kau kan . kau couple pun da 20.10.2011 even kite break pun 01.11.2011 . fuck lahai ! percaya lah korang tk kn lame la . btw tahniah okay . aku pun da ade hidup aku la . kau cume mimpi ngeri buat aku . stay away from me . bapak sial la kau , kau dala mmg tk nsem perangai mcam sial ! mcam nie konon syg . seribu satu cara aku suke mguji kau . huh ! akhirnye , kantoi jugak . aku tk heran pun . aku tk kn miskin klau kau tngl aku pun n aku tetap akn susa if tetap dgan kau . the superb bitch tetap bwah aku , she nt going to b like me . i knw it ! n i nt going dead if dnt hv u in my live okay ? jgan bajetbajet la . huhu , c who b the winner either me o u ! we will c it yeah . huhu . kchau .

Thursday, 13 October 2011

♥ 13.OCTOBER.2011 ♥

hmmmm , why hidup aku selalu mcam nie ? orang ckap MALANG TAK BERBAU . this is my situation now . its too hard for me . selamat lah ade kawan-kawan yg always give me support and always beside me . thank you all sbab ade untk aku when i need u . i have my secret love , he always beside me no matter what happened . hmmm , tkde lah nsem pun , actually aku nk letak picture dye but memangdangkan dye belongs to someone else , tk jadi lah . dye bf orang ! aku RAMPAS , haha , jahat tk ? biar jela , mybe they not meant together okay ? now he belong to me ! i dont care okay . ape nk jadi jadi lah ! fullstop . ;) . janji aku bahagia , hmmmm . sempat lagi aku tulis cinta cinta even have a big problem right ? bodo ! hmmm , masaalah taruk tepi dulu lah bukan leh jmpe jalan pun , otak aku smpai jem da nie , need a time to rest .hari hari ade masaalh kot , klau korang jadi seorang HANA , korang akan tahu , rase dye . jadi seorang hana tk best pun lah . semuanya susah ! okay lah smpai sini dulu okay . byebye . c u next time . :) .

Tuesday, 11 October 2011

12.OCTOBER.2011


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hmmm back to MYSADSTORY AGAIN . slowly aku dah boleh lupe kan dye . hope everything will b fine , aku dah tksnggup nk hadapi semua nie , masaalah aku pun tk settle lagi , hmmmm , new sad story der , a big fight with my brother capital H , hmmmm . i just helped him to much n now , this is what got , this will b best prize in my life ! thanks bro ! thanks for ur prize , i will not forget . hmmmm , never seek a a revenge coz ilysm brother . hmmm , let it b okay . i miss when i was a kid , sweet moment ever =;= . will grab if i had it again . bout loVE , getting to tight to think about it again maa , to many guy = to many love . hahaha . fuck off ! I LOVE YOU AS LONG AS YOU HAVE MONEY , okay ? strong reason right ? hahaha , piggy kan my BEHAVE , sure maa , who dont lone money ? hahahahahaha . okay lah sampAi sini dulu friend who like to b STALKER , byebyebye .

                                 LOVE HANA

Sunday, 9 October 2011

♥ 10.OCTOBER.2011 ♥


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hmmm update blog lagy meyh , huhuuhuhu . a have a many sad story to tell , but sometimes all of thing happened to my life , mean something to me , the stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most won't hurt you again . mean so much to me it hurts to breathe because every breathe i take it proves i cant live without you . why all of this happened to me ? i need you by my side , b with and always with me , my request is too hard yeah ? but i dont think so , i was blind with ur love , I GUESS I AM FOOL FOR THINKING YOU WERE THINKING OF ME ! yeahh , i really think so ! MY HEART IT WAS TAKEN BY YOU , BROKEN BY YOU AND NOW IT TURNLY PIECES BECAUSE OF YOU yeahhh everything happened because off u . u already ruin up my life ! maybe part of loving is learning to let it go . where r u when i need u ?
AND WHEN YOU START TO MISS ME REMEMBER YOU ALREADY LET ME GO !
the greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have . hmmmm , sayang i miss u damn much . i cant live without u n now i pretend to b someone else ! and now i scared to love anyone because im afraid , everyone who make a promise wont leave me will leave me again ! no i dont want it happened twice . i cant bear it anymore ! trying to forget someone you love is like trying someone that you never know . hmmmm , till here dulu , later will write again . tata . :( .

Wednesday, 5 October 2011

06.SEPTEMBER.2011

hmm , lame tk tulis kan ? hmmm bnyk crite , baik sedih or baik happy . hmmm , semuanya mnyakitkan hati actually , i just fall in love with someone his name is NN , hmmm , chinese one . hmmmm , aku rasa aku sa strt sayang dye , but dye nk going back dgan wife dye ! even aku pun baru tahu dye penah married okay ? tk kesah lah , mybe we not meant together , so aku pun bawak my broken heart pergi jauh jauh okay , hmm i wish aku just bole lupe sye dgan simple jew ! but nothing simple mcam tu , the harder i try to forget the more it stay , that how our brain works , so just life with it , b mrs happy ! , hmm i miss u so much , hmmmm . another story , i have a good new also , aku da dpat balas snsam kat akk ! server her right  , rasa kan . she just a SUPER DUPER BITCH ! hahahahaha , okay lah smpai sini slu ea . byebye . nanti tulis lagy okay ? mmmuuuaahhh .

Friday, 9 September 2011

♥ 09 SEPTEMBER 2011 ♥

aku sedih . aku rindu dye . dulu , dye slalu call aku walaupun aku selalu marah dye , skrg sunyi sepi jew nset aku nie . takde sape nk pnggil aku BEBY GEMOK , takde sape nk pnggil aku AWEK TERENCAT , takde sape nak gedik ngan aku . tkde sape nk pujuk aku . aku rindu dye . rindu sangatsangat . dye dah lupe aku kew ? dye da ade awek lain kew ? dye da tak sayang aku kew ? tapi aku sayang dye . bee , baby rindu bee . knpe kuat sngat ego aku nie . melangit tingginye . please comeback . i accpect the fated even its too hard for me . byebye . 

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Thursday, 8 September 2011

♥ 09 SEPTEMBER 2011 ♥

hello , write it again . BAD NEW , aku dah break dah ngan bf aku . maafkan aku sebab jodoh kiteorng tak berpanjangan , maafkan aku sebab takdapat pertahankan hubungan nie , maafkan untuk semua salah aku , maafkan aku kerana saat nie aku masih sayangkan aku dan terlalu nenyanyangi kau . maafkan aku sebab anggap kau yang pertama dan terakhir . kenape dengan aku ? aku rindu dye. selama kiteorang bersama . thanks for this 5 MONTH 3 WEEKS AND 1 DAY . i will b miss you . aku kecewa dengan diri aku , sebab aku gagal pertahan kan dye and biar dye pergy , sedangkan kiteorng terlalu kuat untuk masaalah kecil nie . ya allah , aku rndu dye . aku sakit , sakit sebab biar dye pergi pada aku . setitik air mta pun aku tak kluarkan kerana ego tetapi dalam hati ini . sape tahu . sape . aku sayang dye . sayang sangatsangat , betul kew we're not meant together ? betul kew . wish this is a nightmare , bile bagun pada tydo semua okay . i miss u fucking much ! i need u by my side even kite jauh . ye aku mnyesal sebab , make this decision . but its too late for seeking apologize . hmmmmm , mungkin this is our destiny . thank you allah sebab aku dapat bersama dye walaupun sekejap . aku doakan dye dapatyang lagi baik pade aku . to MOHAMAD ZAFIZ . aku mintak maaf , sebab wat kau terluka . MAAFKAN aku . seperti yang aku janjikan . aku takkan ganggu kau lagi . thanks sebab wat aku HAPPY ON MY TEARS selama nie . terima kaseh . :( .